I drew a bit today, but scrapped most of it. This was the only sketch I wound up liking and I bitched it out in like five seconds. Next time: don't over think everything.

( SLIGHT NSFW )

In other news, I hate the hiccups.

Concerning number 11;

I would love to play out that relationship in a roleplay setting especially with Harley~ Mwowr.

this is my apology for not drawing anything today.

Slightly NWSF today.

( ART DAILY )

Hm, some things on roleplaysecrets that bothered me today.

1. I don't like slash/gay/yaoi; I can't help thinking these people are prejudice in some way for this. Now, before everyone gets super defensive, I don't mean to offend. It's just...well, I'm a lesbian who likes to play lesbians, gays, and straight dudes and girls not only as relationships to play out, but also as characters. And I mean, these people in roleplaysecrets are also making it sound like if you play a part of a gay relationship or if you PLAY a character remotely attracted to the same sex, it is simply for fetishization. Though part of it is that it's hot, there's also the part that likes to explore relationships and character psychology through developing the relationship. It doesn't even have to be a gay relationship, but straight or lesbian. Does that make sense?

2. If they're not attracted to he/she/it in the source, it's not canon; This makes me especially mad. Sexuality is on a spectrum. The Kinsey Scale goes from 0 to 6 with 0 being completely straight and 6 being completely gay. Dr. Kinsey interview many men and women who fell from between 1 to 5.

Face it, everyone has had at least one moment of questioning in their lives. A guy might have thought Tom Brady was sexy for a moment. A lesbian might have feelings for this hot action cop actor (hello, me). Basically, sexuality is fluid. As much as we try to deny and stay firm in our "I'M COMPLETELY STRAIGHT" and "I'M COMPLETELY GAY" beliefs, there are at least those split seconds of doubt. I know this is very controversial and I've gotten some shit for it, but to me, it makes the most sense.

Now, I'm not saying everyone is bisexual. No, I'm a woman attracted to women.. I am saying is that I'm not ruling out men. I don't actively look for them and I turn them down more often than the regular girl. It's that some day, I might fall in love with a man and that won't sound strange to me since he was just an exception to my otherwise lesbian self. For example, I'll copy pasta from a Shawn post I made a few weeks ago:

There's this story I heard while trolling Brokeback Mountain message boards when the movie first came out. Two women were friends for a few years. They had husbands and children and pretty normal lives. One night, they were saying goodbye to each other and kissed each other on the cheek. This one kiss escalated into making out and tearing off each others clothes. The aftermath was a mess, but last I heard, they separated from their husbands and are living together.

I have also heard stories from my lesbians friends of their ex-girlfriends falling in love with men, etc. and so forth!

There's been some hesitance with Shawn and Lassiter's failmance at capeandcowl. Toby and I are quite perplexed by some of the negative feedback as Toby also shares my opinion that sexuality is rather fluid. We're realistic. Shawn and Lassiter ain't gonna fall in love in two months and have babies and go off on their merry way. Shit happens and we are excited to play it all out, because the dynamic between the two of them is pretty hilarious and incredible in canon.

Now, I think the point is to remain IC regardless of sexual orientation. If Sora develops as a person and gradually falls for Riku for a good reason, go for it. Same for Sora falling for say, idfk, Yuffie. All relationships need development and a good reason. It's not just OK, because the creators said so (i.e. Shawn/Juliet where I find contradictions everywhere), fandom says so, or you want to get your jollies off (private roleplay like I used to do).

I've been playing the online MMORPG Perfect World International all night. It's the first MMORPG I've played in...well, forever. It's actually really fucking cool as far as free MMORPGS go (and trust me, I've played a lot. It's an addiction/bonding thing between me, my brother, and his girlfriend).

The game is fantasy and centers around different races and an ongoing war, blah blah. It's influenced heavily by Chinese mythology. It's got some of your classic classes like archer, blademaster, and cleric. However, there's some interesting twists like Psychic and Venomancer.

Characters are totally customizable in a system similar to the Sims 3. You can customize hair, skin tone, weight, BREAST size, face, etc. It was one the main features that attracted us to the game.

I took some screenshots as I played to share. So far, I'm a lvl 4 Venomancer with a lvl 4 Sharptoothed Wolfling (aka Bizkit).

( NERDY GIRL PICSPAM TIME )

If you want to play, just sign up on the PWI site and download it. It's completely free and compatible with Windows 7. My name on there is Malputa, so add me if ya like~

HONESTY MEME

in b4 you complain too much

Day 2 of MUSTDRAWEVERYTHINGEVERYDAY. This is zero_dances's character Nyagpul who is a sexy bitch. This failed at first and then I fixed it and now I like it.

THE WAY THAT BOOTY MOVE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE

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I don't know how I feel about this, but I promised myself that I would put up a drawing every day for this year.

These are my grandparents.

This is the greatest fanvid ever.

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