| His Demise
The gray skies in his shadowed eyes
Shamed a secret bound for his demise
Fallen down to a twisted halo
For a heaven merely down too far below
A lost cause filled in his dark heart
Led him to say the words that would tear me apart
Never again will he hold me close
Slipped away as his chambered heart arose
Leave me here in a darkness without
Leave me wondering my nothingness with doubt
Hands like silk too slippery to grasp
Treading in a pool of questions left unasked
I left my heart open for reprimand
Pondering the equation I'll never understand
Tossed over the edge by hands of a lover and lies
Frozen and numb with tears I hold deep down inside
Will he toss me a rope or even a tourniquet
Or shall he leave me here to gamble away with my wit
Another imperfection on a record once clean
A slate now tainted and tearing at its seam
The final disappointment in my jaded hopes
Chained down by reality's binding ropes
Love is a mixture of chemicals imperfected
Something used for your sanity to be reflected
My vision is blurred and tunneled to him
My dreams portray my very last whim
I want back something I can never have
Something he gave me, something I had
I lost it that day of his final confession
It was there for awhile with my mental repression
But now that the fog has floated away
I'm left here alone with nothing to say
The love we had is now unmasked
Here I am with one unfinished task
It's naked on the table for analysis
And after all this time I have my hypothesis
Love is harsh and a weapon at most
It exists merely to use your sanity as host
It remains until it has taken all
And then it vanishes and leaves you alone to fall.
<33 Tainted - Mood:contemplative
 - Music:Fiona Apple - Pale September
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